What we had wasn’t love, if it was I’d still have feelings for you. The only feeling I have towards you is regret. I regret not getting out of there sooner. Thanks for all of the emotional damage, and physical damage that you’ve done. I know that you hate to see me happy, but guess what. I’m more than happy. I have a perfect boyfriend that would never hurt me, he’s fixing what you have damaged. And he’s doing it with no problem. He’s more than you’ll ever be. And he has everything you don’t, including me.
I remember before my boyfriend and I started dating, he got me a box of chocolate on Valentine’s day. ♡ And then 5 days later he finally asked me to be his girlfriend. ♡ He is seriously the sweetest boy EVER. And he’s all mine. (:
And I was on a mission to find comfortable shoes, I was walking and this guy. Okay, this guy was about my age, maybe a year or two older, and he was obviously a total redneck. Mossy oak hat, cut off sleeved t shirt, and some blue jeans. Okay. He stared me down, like making it obvious that he was checking me out. It was so awkward. I hate going to the mall by myself. Haha. Wtf. If my boyfriend could actually go out and do things with me I would never have that problem hopefully..
You know what’s great? What’s one of the best feelings in the world? Being in love. And having someone to call yours. Someone whom you can trust everything with. Someone who you can tell absolutely anything too. Having someome to hold you, and comfort you when something is wrong. Well I have a guy that has given me his everything, and I’ve also given him my all. I love this guy with all of my heart. And he knows it. I try to show him all of the time. He makes me fall in love with him every time that we’re together. He’s such a sweet, loving, kind and amazing guy, and boyfriend. I would not ever under any circumstances trade him for the world, or give him up. He is greatly appreciated. And I will be loyal to him forever. I’ve not had a great past, being in an abusive relationship, being told to kill myself, or to cut, and also being hit, slammed up against walls, and being pushed down stairs. I’ve come a long way with trust. I literally trust him with my life. He makes me feel so much better. He doesn’t hurt me, or make me feel bad. He cares about me, and loves me and it really shows. I know that I’m in love with him just by the way I feel when I’m with him. Its a great feeling. I have literally never felt this way before. I know we’re very young still, but I can truthfully say, without a doubt that I believe I found the one. He makes me feel on top of the world, like a princess. And I love him with all of my heart, and I can tell that he loves me too. Lane Daniel Dau, I love you so much.♥ We’ll get through this together!! I’ll murder anyone who tries to get in our way. (: I love you babe.